Master's Kitten

Kitten is trying to slim herself down lately, and with Master hopefully making a visit in the very near future, I have got to crack down on myself more to make this work.

I’m starting with a kind of detox, drinking a lot of water to wash out my system, and starting a diet at the same time. Probably not the best move, starting the two things at the exact same time, but I don’t have much other choice. Kitten needs to lose some weight. Badly.

But damn, does kitty hate detoxes and diets!! It’s not all bad, except that I have a hard time with moderation some times, so it’s a struggle to find ways to get what I’m craving without overdoing it and defeating all the work I’ve done. Vinegar-heavy salad dressing helps a little; 0 calories and bitter enough to give me a salty/sour fix. But when it comes to sweet things, I’m a very bad with telling myself no.

And I don’t want to entirely cut things out, because that isn’t how I lose weight and keep it off. I need to learn to moderate. And I know Master would agree, because he can’t keep an eye on me 24/7 to make sure that I’m eating properly like he wants me to.

Gods have mercy on this poor little kitten’s self-control…

Yesterday, I wound up playing with my friends again, and this time we recorded video of the fisting. I ended up hurting a lot from it, but it was definitely worth while. I've discovered I have a major interest in fisting now, and although I still don't wanna do it all the time, it really is hard to pass up when I know it could happen.

Sent the video to Master, and he enjoyed it quite a bit. He called me after he watched it and made me fuck myself for him. It's been a while since we've played that way, and even longer since he's actually made me call him 'Master' during our play, since I am technically out of collar for the time being. But it was absolutely amazing.

He made me fuck myself with my fingers, my usual toy, and a large cucumber; the cucumber was too wide for me to close my hand around, and I had to work for it pretty hard, but I managed to get about four inches of it into my pussy. He wanted me to fuck my ass with it, but I just couldn't make it fit, it was too big.

Master made me squirt several times, and I soaked the floor beneath me, my hand, my toys, and myself from how hard I was getting off. I actually still have a bite mark on my hand from when I bit myself to keep from screaming.

I ache even more now, because of how hard he made me fuck myself, but I can't remember the last time I was so happy to be in pain.

So, since Master has developed an interest in sharing his kitten, my best friend and her fiance have formed a sort of semi-regular threesome agreement. It's unofficial, of course, but we're fun to play together. I'm usually pretty set on the idea that if all three of us can't play together, then we don't play at all, just because it's a fairness thing to me. If she's unavailable, I don't feel right playing with her guy.

But today, she insisted because she wasn't in a mood and he and I were, and although I'm capable of waiting until tomorrow when we'd planned to play, he tends to beg. So she sort of pushed us to go ahead and have some fun, and we listened.

Something I've had a vague interest in for a while- that I knew was a big kink for him- was fisting, though, and he discovered this before we played. Which means, of course, what did we wind up trying?

I only have three words to describe the experience: Oh. My. God.

He had almost no problem getting four fingers into me once I was worked up, and the thumb wasn't so bad until he was pushing toward the widest part of his hand. That's the first time we had to reach for the lube, and a few moments later, his fucking fist was inside me. Let me repeat that: this guy had his fist in my pussy. I took to about half an inch to an inch down his wrist, by the end of it, and it was amazing.

It was painful, and I'm actually still a little achey from the experience. But it was completely fucking worth it for that. Whether Master will be interested in trying it one day, I have no idea- we've never discussed it. But I may find myself begging for it now, at least as a once-in-a-while thing, because it really is so much fun.

So, kitten's first fisting went fantastically well. It seems that I definitely have a new thing to add to my list of kinks.